Monday, March 29, 2010

MaRcH mAdNeSs....

Well, i feel like this is going to start the way all my posts do...life has been crazy! But i'm enjoying every minute of it.

1. first off, i was assigned my school district for next year, and i will be teaching in the distant land of Provo, UT....haha i was actually excited to be assigned to stay in provo because i'll be close and able to make it back in time for the extra classes i'm going to have to take. My schedule and life are stressing me out, but i know i can do it. i just need to stay focused.

2. This weekend was so much fun! it started on Friday withmy roommate Karen's 20th birthday. Being from Honduras she had never been to the Cheesecake factory and desperately wanted to go. We suprised her friday night and brought her up to Murray so she could go. it was a lot of fun!

Our lovely waiter took this apartment picture for us


Me, Brooke, and Becca

This is my favorite picture of the night. The birthday girl and I!

3. The next day, so Saturday (3/27) we attended, like most of provo, the festival of colors. Its this crazy festival held at the hari krishna temple. basically thousands of people get together and throw tons of colored powder (its actually made from cornstarch) into the air and on each other. it was a lot of fun and we were so colorful

Ok, so this would be Karen and i on the walk to the temple, looking very clean and white


Josh, me, Brooke - this was when we started throwing colors - very fun!


For some reason blogger does not like my pictures and they're not as vivid as they are on my computer, but what can you do...Karen and I


A bunch of us after the huge color cloud that left you mostly brown

Basically this weekend was full of playtime and not much homework time, but it was worth it.

4. Alex (my best friend from home) moved to utah for this next month. i'm so happy she's here before we seperate for the summer. it'll be great to spend some quality time with her!

love from provo,

j

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Dear Blog,

Dear blog,

sorry its been 20 days since we've seen each other. i have so much to tell you, but alas it is 12:35 am and i have class tomorrow morning. i promise we will meet soon, possibly tomorrow and i will catch you up on all my fun adventures, mostly from this last weekend.

Love,

J

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

home.

oh i forgot one thing!

i went home! it was amazing, nothing too exciting, just what i needed, a break from life. i'll just share my favorite memory, its actually one of my favorite life memories now. so my siblings didn't know i was coming home, it was a surprise. so my dad had them all go into our family room while i hid in the kitchen, he then went on to say he knew they were home alone and couldn't believe what they had done. they were very confused and kept saying "what did we do?" he replied "you want me to show you what you did?" he then grabbed me and brought me into the room. it was so funny to just see this look of shock and confusion on their faces. then Marissa screamed and ran for me, followed by Blake and then Shelby. they all were squeezing me so tight and then they started crying, and i started crying. it was incredible.

it was one of those moments in life that doesn't come by often, but you know its special right as its happening, you know its going to stay with you forever. in that moment i'd never felt more loved and missed in my life.

thinking about it now still makes me smile

i love my family :)

insanity.

i realized its been a while since i wrote and figured it was time to change that.

life has been INSANE!

and that's not an exaggeration. I'm going five hundred different ways five hundred miles an hour. I honestly don't know how i'm able to get through the day and get everything done, but somehow i pull through.

the other day i was feeling really down on myself. i was stressed out by all the things i needed to get done and not having enough time to do it and i was just bummed out on my life in general. i wanted to go run and hide and come out in 42 days when it is time for summer. I woke up the next morning and the beautiful sun was shining, my teachers were beyond flexible with all my life stressing, and everything is just seeming to fall into place. it amazes me how mindful the Lord is of me. i know he is allowing me to be pushed and tested, but at the moment of my weakness he's right there to catch me and make sure that i make it through all right. i'm so grateful to have the knowledge i do, that i know i have a loving Heavenly Father who allows me to be pushed so i can grow, but who is always there to catch me when i fall.

other wonderful moments of my week:
- i got a 3 1/2 page hand written letter from my friend Justin whose on a mission and it made me smile. i've loved watching him grow throughout this last year and a half and cannot believe he's coming home in six short months.
- i was able to talk to john dana for over an hour, he always makes me happy
- this hasn't happened yet, but tomorrow is my first official day in the classroom teaching, don't tell, but i'm terrified...but excited. it should be good :)
- i almost finished my quote journal, if you know me you know i LOVE quotes, i collect them like no body's business and put them in journals that i keep and read when i'm sad or happy or whatever, i love finding ways to say the things i am thinking when i can't even seem to find the words
- i love text messages and facebook posts from friends that just remind you how much they love you
- most importantly, i've been having lessons in learning about my own personal worth. lately i've been having issues with not feeling good enough and i've noticed when i'm having these tough times i'm blessed with so many differed answers and reaffirmations of my own personal worth.


random side note: i CANNOT believe i'm almost half way through college...how did that happen?