Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Mary, Did You Know?

One final left in the semester....D&C...piece of cake! already checked in for my flight (i'm A36, love it) and this time tomorrow i'm be in sunny california with my adorable brother. gotta love christmas time. its the best. so in all my christmas music listening one song i love is Mary Did You Know by Clay Aiken, its one of my favorites especially this part.

Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy is Lord of all creation?
Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy would one day rule the nations?
Did you know
that your Baby Boy is heaven's perfect Lamb?
The sleeping Child you're holding is the Great, I Am.

Its so amazing to me. I know that Mary knew she was carrying the Son of God, but can you imagine that moment when she looked into that baby's face. Did she know all he would do for every one of us? Including her? I'm so thankful for her.

The painting is one of my favorites its titled "Kissing the Face of God" by Morgan Weistling its been in our dining room at home for as long as i can remember but its always touched my heart, especially at Christmas time.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

No Empty Chairs

officially finished with stats, and could not be happier. stats was not my favorite class of this semester...only two more finals and i'm officially finished with the semester.

trying to think of a Christmas thought today was kind of difficult cause i've been so busy and it was the last thing on my mind. so this isn't exactly Christmas but i love it and its inspiring a Christmas present i'm doing for someone, and its about family, what could be more Christmas-y than family?

Please No Empty Chairs
President Ezra Taft Benson said, "God intended the family to be eternal. With all my soul, i testify to the truth of that declaration. May he bless us to strengthen our homes and the lives of each family member so that in due time we can report to our Heavenly Father in His celestial home that we are all there - father, mother, sister, brother, all who hold each other dear. Each chair is filled. We are all back home. "

Monday, December 14, 2009

you're a mean one Mr. Grinch


So let's see life update: one final down (A) three to go, hopefully with similar results, but let's not get ahead of ourselves. today i took church history and wasn't worried about it, but i'm glad to be done and able to move on to the next test. i'll most likely take stats tomorrow geography wednesday (worried about that one) and then take D&C on thursday and fly home. can't wait!

Christmas thought for today comes from one of my favorite books. i wish i had it here, i'll just have to wait till i go home. If you have it go read it, it will make your heart grow three sizes :)

"Every Who down in Whoville liked Christmas a lot, but the Grinch, who lived just north of Whoville - did not. The Grinch hated Christmas - the whole Christmas season. Now, please don't ask why; no one quite knows the reason. It could be, perhaps, that his shoes were too tight. Or it could be that his head wasn't screwed on just right. But I think that the most likely reason of all may have been that his heart was two sizes too small."

you all know the story, the Grinch takes all of Christmas, the decorations, the presents, even the feast, and then he waits to hear the Whos cry when they realize there will be no Christmas. Suddenly he hears them singing together.

"He puzzled and puzzled till his puzzler was sore. Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn't before! Maybe Christmas, he thought, doesn't come from a store. Maybe Christmas... perhaps... means a little bit more! And what happened then? Well, in Whoville they say that the Grinch's small heart grew three sizes that day."

Let's remember this Christmas season, that the true meaning of Christmas doesn't come from finding the perfect gift, it comes from the spirit of Christ and his birth and life and of loving those around us.

j

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Gate 67

Last Sunday, a week ago, the First Presidency of the Church gave a Christmas Devotional. It was a wonderful devotional filled with powerful words and beautiful music, but nothing touched me quite like the story President Monson told, I was able to find it on LDS Church News.

"By way of illustration, he spoke of an incident that occurred in December 1970, when an ice storm caused thousands of travelers to become stranded in the airport in Atlanta, Ga., as flights were delayed for many hours, lessening the chances for them to get wherever they most wanted to be for Christmas --— "most likely home."

The midnight hour had tolled and passengers clustered around the ticket counters, conferring with ticket agents.

"When an occasional plane managed to break out, more travelers stayed behind than made it aboard. The words 'standby,' 'reservation confirmed' and 'first class passenger' settled priorities and bespoke money, power, influence, foresight – or lack thereof."

President Monson said Gate 67 in Atlanta was a microcosm of the whole cavernous airport. Except for a few passengers traveling in pairs, there was little conversation. A salesman stared into space, a young mother cradled an infant in her arms and a man in a finely tailored gray flannel suit seemed impervious to the collective suffering. A person observing this busy man might have identified him as an Ebenezer Scrooge.

"Suddenly the relative silence was broken by a commotion. A young man in military uniform, no more than 19 years old, was in animated conversation with the desk agent. The boy held a low-priority ticket. He pleaded with the agent to help him get to New Orleans so that he could take the bus to the obscure Louisiana village he called home.

"The agent wearily told him the prospects were poor for the next 24 hours, maybe longer. The boy grew frantic. Immediately after Christmas his unit was to be sent to Vietnam – where at that time war was raging – and if he didn't make this flight, he might never again spend Christmas at home."

President Monson said the agent was clearly moved but could only offer sympathy – not hope.

Finally, the agent announced that the flight was ready for boarding. Travelers, who had been waiting hours, shuffled onto the plane until there were no more seats. The agent turned to the frantic soldier and shrugged.

"Inexplicably the businessman had lingered behind. Now he stepped forward. 'I have a confirmed ticket,' he quietly told the agent. 'I'd like to give my seat to this young man.' The agent stared incredulously, then he motioned to the soldier. Unable to speak, tears streaming down his face, the boy in olive drab shook hands with the man in the gray flannel suit, who simply murmured, 'Good luck. Have a fine Christmas. Good luck.' "

President Monson said no more than a few among the thousands stranded at the Atlanta airport witnessed the drama at Gate 67. "But for those who did, the sullenness, the frustration, the hostility, all dissolved into a glow. That act of love and kindness between strangers had brought the spirit of Christmas into their hearts." (Taken from "Drama at Gate 67," by Ray Jenkins.) "

Saturday, December 12, 2009

The Spirit of Christmas

So fun fact about me: i love christmas, i know a lot of people say that, but really, i LOVE christmas, its my favorite time of the year, i love the food, the decorations, finding the perfect gift, the smells, the happy spirit everyone has, the grinch and other favorite christmas stories, even the perfectly white snow on the groud outside my apartment.

but this year, i've been so distracted with finals that i'm not in the cheery christmas mood that usually accopanies me at christmas time. i was ms. christmas when i was home with the family decorating our house after thanksgiving, but since then i haven't been very christmas-y, i try to listen to christmas music (like i am now :) ) so that i can get in the mind set, and it helps sometimes, but my christmas sparkle is not shining through, i think it has something to do with my complete focus on concentration on finals and my school work and me me me, i'm being the selfish mr. scrooge, worrying less about everyone else and more on myself, and i know finals are important, and i've been working hard to get to this point and there's no way i'm not finishing on a high, BUT there's no reason i can't be carrying that feeling of christmas that normally follows me in my daily activities while i do it. so i decided to make a little post everyday ill christmas (hopefully), my ode to christmas and the true spirit of christmas. i stole the daily post idea from my friend ashley, she's great :)

on my last day of D&C my professor gave us this quote:

"This Christmas, mend a quarrel. Seek out a forgotten friend. Dismiss suspicion and replace it with trust. Write a letter. Give a soft answer. Encourage youth. Manifest your loyalty in word and deed. Keep a promise. Forgo a grudge. Forgive an enemy. Apologize. Try to understand. Examine your demands on others. Think first of someone else. Be kind. Be gentle. Laugh a little more.
"Express your gratitude. Welcome a stranger. Gladden the heart of a child. Take pleasure in the beauty and wonder of the earth. Speak your love and the speak it again...Christmas is a celebration, and there is no celebration that compares with the realization of the true meaning of Christmas - with the sudden stirring of the heart that has extended itself unselfishly in the things that matter most." - President Howard W. Hunter

and in case that wasn't enough, here's the most adorable video from Mormon Messages

http://www.youtube.com/user/MormonMessages#p/a/u/0/tXXwtFWpAI8

love and merry christmas season!

j

Saturday, December 5, 2009

time to give thanks. part 2

when i finally had to leave home to come back to utah i left at 7am, (yes i was up at 4:30am quite a rude awakening) and was back in utah for one of the more intense days in utah, the Holy War (aka. BYU vs. Utah football game) totally worth the lack of sleep!

BYU won! in overtime 26-23 it wasn't the best played game at all, but it was so intense to have the score so close throughout the entire game and it was a proud day to be a cougar.
jan ash and ash jan <3 - we love cougar football

loved the throw-back royal blue jerseys they were amazing

final score!

storming the field

on the field after our victory :)

time to give thanks.

Oh my goodness it has been a while since i've updated this. let's see, we'll hit the highlights in two different posts:

HOME!! the best highlight of them all. After sitting in the airport forever! my flight was delayed, by 2 1/2 hours and i was 2 hours early for my flight (at least i had people's sexiest men alive and peppermint hot chocolate :)) i finally made it back home to my wonderful family who i love more than anything in this world. we didn't do anything incredibly exciting. my mom and i went shopping, i got my nails done, we bought band hero and rocked out for days, oh, we saw New Moon with my best friend, her mom, and both of my sister's best friends. it was so great! alex and i loved it...what more can i say?

Thanksgiving was low key this year it was just my family and then my grandma and grandpa. we watched up after we ate and just hung out all day - i wanted it low key though, all i wanted was to just hang out with family.

i didn't take many pictures but here are a few...
the best friend and i at new moon

the four of us kids on thanksgiving, yes i know they're all getting taller then me :*(
momma and i at new moon


dad and i on thanksgiving

love from provo,

j