This weekend I normally would have been camping for five days with the family up at Big Sir, so fun, but, for the first time ever, I'm here in Provo still trying to get through classes and survive the freak rain storms we've been having.
This weekend was rather enjoyable.
I saw these two movies:
I highly reccommend both of them. After this weekend I want a pet elephant, Robert Pattinson, and to go to Hawaii with Johnny Depp.
I went back to Spring Creek where I did my last cohort (student teaching) and saw my 5th graders again. I tell you, one cannot feel insignificant or unimportant when they walk into a room with 25 screaming kids all shocked/excited to see you, all trying to hug you, and all wanting to tell you all about their lives since you last saw them. They were so precious and they make me feel so good about myself.
I was also able to get started on some stuff for my class theme. I decided I'm going to have an Under the Sea/Ocean/Beach theme next year. I went to the teacher store and bought some decorating stuff, a cursive chart, a calendar, a number line, and name tags for each desk. I also spent time making the table group numbers, each one is a different ocean animal that I drew and colored. They're pretty cute if I do say so myself. It's crazy, I cannot believe that all of this is actually happening. In a couple months I'll be a real teacher, who said it was ok for me to be a grown up? I'm not so sure about that.
This was supposed to be my Sunday post:
Inspirational quote I was given today in church by Elder E. Enzio Busche
Embrace this day with an enthusiastic welcome, no matter how it looks.
The covenant with God to which you are true enables you to become enlightened by him, and nothing is impossible for you.
When you are physically sick, tired, or in despair, steer your thoughts away from yourself and direct them, in gratitude and love, toward God.
In your life there have to be challenges.
They will either bring you closer to God and therefore make you stronger, or they can destroy you.
But you make the decision of which road you take.
First, and foremost, you are a spirit child of God.
If you neglect to feed your spirit, you will reap unhappiness.
Don't permit anything to detract you from this awareness.
You cannot communicate with God unless you have first sacrificed your self-oriented natural man and have brought yourself into the lower levels of meekness, to become acceptable for the Light of Christ.
Put all frustrations, hurt feelings, and grumblings into the perspective of your eternal hope. Light will flow into your soul.
Pause to ponder the suffering Christ felt in the Garden of Gethsemane.
In the awareness of the depth of gratitude for him, you appreciate every opportunity to show your love for him by diligently serving in his church.
Gos knows that you are not perfect.
As you suffer about your imperfections, he will give you comfort and suggestions of where to improve.
God knows better than you what you need.
He always attempts to speak to you.
Listen, and follow the uncomfortable suggestions that he makes to us, everything will fall into place.
Avoid any fear like your worst enemy, but magnify your fear about the consequences of sin.
When you cannot love someone, look into that person's eyes long enough to find the hidden rudiments of the child of God in him.
Never judge anyone.
When you accept this, you will be freed.
In the case of your own children or subordinates, where you have the responsibility to judge, help them to become their own judges.
If someone hurts you so much that your feelings seem to choke you, forgive and you will be free again.
Avoid at all any pessimistic, negative, or criticizing thoughts.
If you cannot cut them out, they will do you harm.
On the road toward salvation, let questions arise but never doubts.
If something is wrong, God will give you clarity but never doubts.
Avoid rush and haste and uncontrolled words.
Divine light develops in places of peace and quiet.
Be aware of that as you enter holy places of worship.
Be not so much concerned about what you do, but do what you do with all your heart, might, and strength.
In thoroughness is satisfaction.
You want to be good and to do good.
That is commendable.
But the greatest achievement that can be reached in our lives is to be under the complete influence of the Holy Ghost.
Then he will teach us what is really good and necessary to do.
The pain of sacrifice lasts only one moment.
It is the fear of the pain of sacrifice that makes you hesitate to do it.
Be grateful for every opportunity to serve. It helps you more than those you serve.
And finally, when you are compelled to give up something or when things that are dear to you are withdrawn from you, know that this is your lesson to be learned right now.
But know also that, as you are learning this lesson, God wants to give you something better.
Today I spent Memorial Day with my extended family here in Utah up at my aunt's house in Lindon. It's always good to spend time with family and be surrounded by people who love you.
Love,
j
