life lesson.

I learned a lesson today.

In life you'll experience heartbreak. People will not treat you the way you deserve, they'll lead you on and hurt your heart, but you know what, life goes on. If you're lucky, like me, you have wonderful friends who love you, and tell you how wonderful you are and how stupid that boy is, and be willing to go kick his butt. Heavenly Father is truly mindful of me through my trials, and i'm so thankful for that knowledges and for music that says the things i'm thinking.
current song on repeat: First Time For Everything, it says a lot of the things i've been thinking
I love music, it says the words i cannot.

I'm standing in the place we met
Heart shakes, and then I sweat
It's so hard to see that it's all over

What did I do to make this end?
And could I really be your friend?
I can barely just pretend it's over

I'm standing in the place we first kissed
There's so much I miss
This I can't resist cause I'm all over
Where we took our first photograph,
And where I first held your hand and laughed
Awkward moments like that have passed, it's over

(bridge)
You're fine and I believe it
I'm something you never needed
I can't say the same for you

(chorus)
But there's a first time for everything
And I'll fall in love again
When I begin my second time around
It's the last time I'll think of you
You can do what you'd like to do
But if you only knew I'm never coming back

I'm standing in the place we first said goodbye
I don't know why, I so relied on you for my smile
I laid happiness in your hands
And I don't really understand
The cost was more than I could stand
It was miles wide

Love from Provo,

J